An open diary with dry ink. There is a lonely pen not willing to write above it. Again, piano music in the background.
The calendar was just removed as the countdown stopped.
Why, sir? Why was that so fast? I blinked and it was over, that dream. I learnt the meaning of travel, sir. I may have even fallen in love under the stars. It was red and it is still red.. in a different way though. I stepped on the land of home again, the lost country I had left a year ago. Or should I better say the lost me who had left this country a year ago? both ways, there is something lost in between. I am back home they say. Still there I am, on the other side of the sea. There are my beloved ones, however I have beloved ones here too. Distance is what I have to deal with at the moment.
It is funny how life on exchange evolves.. from wanting to go back home to not willing to leave the new home. Do I have a favorite home? I won't lie I missed the sea sometimes but I had lakes that I have never seen before. Is the sea too wide for me now? I do not know, sir. I have lost many things but gained way more. My mother says I became a rebel. That year in Germany was not in vain, even if I became a rebel.
Cheers!
Why, sir? Why was that so fast? I blinked and it was over, that dream. I learnt the meaning of travel, sir. I may have even fallen in love under the stars. It was red and it is still red.. in a different way though. I stepped on the land of home again, the lost country I had left a year ago. Or should I better say the lost me who had left this country a year ago? both ways, there is something lost in between. I am back home they say. Still there I am, on the other side of the sea. There are my beloved ones, however I have beloved ones here too. Distance is what I have to deal with at the moment.
It is funny how life on exchange evolves.. from wanting to go back home to not willing to leave the new home. Do I have a favorite home? I won't lie I missed the sea sometimes but I had lakes that I have never seen before. Is the sea too wide for me now? I do not know, sir. I have lost many things but gained way more. My mother says I became a rebel. That year in Germany was not in vain, even if I became a rebel.
Cheers!
